How Darkworkers Control You And The World
March 22, 2009 by akemi · 10 Comments

Do you realize the majority of your thoughts and decision-makings are manipulated? Do you know the world is held down the way it is for the darkworkers’ continued benefits because, if and when you wake up to your natural potential, the world will change so much for the better so fast that no one will be giving their energy to darkworkers?
There are many ways darkworkers have been controlling this world for many years by influencing the way people think.
I’m starting a five-part series of how we can create the New World based on the five energy flows of Love, Light, Truth, Abundance, and Power, but before that, I want to give you a big picture of the darkworkers’ manipulation system. (Photo by paulaloe)
If it’s obviously dark and evil, it’s no good as manipulation
First thing we want to be aware of is that there are many hidden manipulation systems beyond what is obviously dark and evil. In fact, if an idea is obviously dark and evil, you would be careful with it, and so it doesn’t work as manipulation. No, darkworkers do a much better job than that.
The challenge of unraveling the dark work is that it is so well masked. So people believe in it wholeheartedly.
The damages these dark works do, however, are scary huge. We have been wasting our energy and lifetimes because of the manipulated ideas and the fear they cause. And it’s ongoing because we are not aware we are manipulated.
Presenting false limitations
One way darkworkers control you is to make you believe in certain limitations. The limitations may be about you personally or about us as a certain group. For example, you may have been told or led to believe that the highest position you can attain in the corporate world is such and such — that you can’t become a senior management because you don’t have a higher degree. And they use statistics that show the majority of senior management have higher degrees.
Now stop and think. The stats was about the majority of senior management. Even today, there are those who hold top management positions without advanced degrees. And even if 100% of today’s senior management had advanced degrees, that is no proof you can’t become a senior manager without the degree. There is no such law. The senior management position is NOT limited to MBA holders.
You are tricked by the stats. You mixed up probability and possibility. And you give up your dream and try to be content with your current career options. You spend your life energy keeping up with the Jones while you stay practically in the same place. No big change to the world system, another good day for darkworker authorities.
This is just one simple example, warn you. There are tons of “advice” flying around that are designed to keep you where you are, and then there are tons of people who blindly repeat saying what they have been told, reinforcing the collective sense of limitations.
Some more examples of false limitations:
1. False limitation: You have to be young to become an entrepreneur. There is a certain age limitation.
Truth: You can start your business any time. (And many do.)
2. False limitation: You have to be old to earn people’s trust. There is a certain age limitation.
Truth: You can earn trust by being you. (By the way, if you buy into both #1 and #2, there is no time in life you can become an entrepreneur.)
3. False limitation: You must have experience to be good at something. The learning process is limited to certain pattern and timeframe.
Truth: You may be a genius and a fast learner.
4. False limitation: You need many people’s support to make a difference. Your own power is limited.
Truth: You can start and gain momentum as you go. Most support only comes after you start.
5. False limitation: You must be (smart, good-looking, rich, from a good family, etc. — in short, to be perfect) to succeed. Again, your own power is limited.
Truth: You succeed by doing it.
What other limitations do you currently believe in that hold you down where you are?
Presenting false priorities
This is about setting up a goal that is not really the best case scenario but only secondary, thus wasting a lot of energy in the meantime. The false priority goal is indeed a good goal, perhaps worth pursuing in the general sense, but still it is a waste of energy to pursue when you can aim to achieve the truly important goal.
For example, there has been a big discussion about general health insurance in the US. People spend tons of time and energy talking about how wrong it is that there are so many people without health insurance. And how we can possibly make the general health insurance plan possible.
Now I actually support general health insurance plan. However, health insurance plan is not as important as increasing the level of everyone’s health. When we are all basically healthy, we may be able to make most health care (especially preventative care) free, like public education is free.
But that part of discussion is ignored because:
1. We believe raising everyone’s health is more difficult – maybe impossible. (which bring us back to the first point of false sense of limitation.)
2. If we actually work on increasing people’s health, big chunk of industries will be at risk. Like junk foods makers and restaurants. Over-the-counter medicine makers. And even healthcare industry itself.
Again, this is just an example. We are led to put our energies on secondary priorities, leaving the most important issues intact.
- Is learning history, such as about holocaust, important? Sure. But not as important as ending the current war.
- Is national defence important? Yes, at this time. But not as important as bringing world peace, and ultimately, making a borderless world.
It works on the personal life level as well. For instance:
- Is getting a good performance review important? Not really, especially if your goal is to start your own business. Your priority in this case is to learn about your new business, to lay out the business basics, and to learn marketing.
Can you think of other instances of false priorities?
Presenting false goals
This is when they promote goals that are not really natural and that most people fail to achieve, therefore making you feel like a failure. The trick of false goals is to make the goal feel achievable, and make people believe others have achieved it. A variation of this is to use goals only a few people can achieve.
An example of false goals is the idea of finding a soulmate, or the one ultimate life partner with whom you are guaranteed to have supreme happiness ever after. Now I am not against the idea of monogamous love relationship – as long as it is the natural result of two individuals’ independent choices. It’s a result, not a goal that you have to look for everywhere, strive to achieve all your life, while ignoring or suspending your true feelings.
But movies and other mass media make it feel that is the ultimate happiness you need to spend your time and energy on. Married people also try to believe they made the right choice and play it out, rather than honestly saying, “I love this person. I’d like to be with him or her although I don’t really know what tomorrow brings.”
False goals often come with lots of hypes and is presented in the form of “If and when you become (fill in the blank), you’d be happy.” And while you work so hard toward the goal, putting the majority of your energy on it, ignoring the happiness right there for you, most of the social system is left intact.
How you have been made to run like a race horse
Basically, darkworkers treat you like a race horse. First, they put the blind of false limitations on you so you can only see what is in front of you, making you think you have no other options but to run on the track. Then they show you false priority or false goal to make you believe you have to run hard toward them – the goals they set and don’t really affect them. They also give you the whip of fear – both subtle and not-so-subtle ones.
You run hard, without knowing there are green meadows just beside you off the racing track. Not only that, you are actually a person, and you can create this green meadow when you redirect your energy from running on the track to creating the meadow. The truth is you don’t have such limitations that keep you on the race track. You don’t need to work on the project someone else said it’s important. You can make your own goals while you enjoy being you.
The challenge of raising your awareness
When you first start noticing the control mechanisms of darkworkers that you have been taking, you may feel confused. So many ideas you have believed so long . . . maybe untrue and counterproductive to you? All the time and energy you have spent on those “goals” are . . . wasted?
The confusion may show up as anger, either at the darkworkers or at yourself. Or at me – hey, what’s this little girl talking about? Let’s just sniff off this doubt that is growing . . . let’s just get back to how we have always been living and thinking. . . if we ignore it, we can stay the way we were. . .
Exactly. If you are so happy with your life, you don’t need to change. If, on the other hand, you want better life for yourself, for your loved ones, and for the world, read on.
It’s critical not to blame the darkworkers, either. After all, we gave them our energy and power. They tricked us, but we are responsible for our own awareness. What we need to do now is to raise our awareness and quit buying into their BS. Blaming darkworkers does no good. In fact, that is still a way of giving energy to them. Don’t try to “fix” them. Just raise your awareness. Start living with your new awareness that you can think for yourself and set up your own path and goals. Know that you have plenty of power to create your own life.
Do you know other ways darkworkers manipulate us? Or do you think this world has been working just fine?
Review: Remembering Your Soul Purpose A Part Of Ascension By Karen Bishop
March 1, 2009 by akemi · 6 Comments
Soul purpose in Ascension
We have discussed life purpose on Yes to Me, but the “soul purpose” discussed in this book REMEMBERING YOUR SOUL PURPOSE: A Part of Ascension – SECOND EDITION is a bit different. Karen Bishop, perhaps the best known authority on Ascension, helps us excavate our special role in Ascension, the Shift of the Ages we are going through. She maintains we are born on Earth at this time to make a unique contribution to this transition.
Earth is ascending and so are us as individuals
Ascension is a process. More and more people are coming to my Akashic Record Reading service because they read about the Ascension soul shift and recognize they are experiencing the same changes. As I wrote in that article, the soul shifts are happening partly because each of us have done our spiritual development and reached a certain point of spiritual growth, and partly because of the planetary shift that is affecting all of us.
(Just to be clear – Karen Bishop does not write about soul shifts. What I have to say about Ascension soul shift is entirely based on my personal experience and my observation at my practice. She does writes about significant changes a person goes through in Ascension in her another book The Ascension Primer, which I think are symptoms of Ascension soul shifts, but she does not use this term. And I strongly recommend this book along with REMEMBERING YOUR SOUL PURPOSE: A Part of Ascension.)
Ascension may also be a big fundamental change waiting for us. Perhaps when the individual changes reach the critical mass, something wonderful happens to Earth and to us. Maybe that is expected to happen in 2012. I don’t know for sure, but I’m hopeful.
What is your unique contribution to Ascension?
After we complete our learning of our own life lessons, life becomes about being. Your purpose is to be the authentic YOU and to express your natural spiritual gifts you have. This is immediately the best service you can ever make to humanity.
Karen Bishop’s book helps you narrow down exactly what this gift is and how it helps Ascension.
The book contains a lot of writing assignments and I did them all. I didn’t like her application of numerology (I mean, when I can read the Akashic Records into details, why would I need to categorize stuffs into 9 groups?), but I like everything else.
Your geographical home on Earth
One of the assignment I found interesting is about the geographical area we are drawn to. As I often write on this blog, I packed up and moved myself from Nashville, Tennessee to Portland, Oregon one and a half years ago after hearing the message in my meditation. At that time, I had never visited the Northwest. And the message was clear – it’s not Seattle, it’s not San Francisco, it’s Portland, Oregon. And while I love living here, I didn’t know why I had to come here.
Karen Bishop says each geographic area has its unique energy, much like each person has unique energy. And we are drawn to the area that resonates with our own energy. This accelerates our own spiritual evolution.
The mild, moist, and rather cool climate here is so nurturing to me. I just couldn’t handle the heat in Tennessee. And the cedar trees, so abundant in this area, remind me of integrity and solid growth with their straight vertical growth pointing to the sky. I love the hills around here that provide perspective, but not with too sharp harsh angles.
Does where you live resonate with who you are?
The New World after Ascension
I love the part where she talks about “Your One Hat”. She says that, in the New World after Ascension, each one of us will be wearing one hat, doing the one thing that we love to do and do so well naturally. There will be no obligation to do what is not ours to do – that will be done by someone who loves to do it. She writes:
“But for this particular time of creating the New World, you came with one gift and talent that was bigger and brighter than the others. Although you are capable of many things, this time that is now arriving will support you in contributing one very special thing, or in other words, wearing one very special hat. It is the hat that is left when you find yourself tired of wearing so many. It is the hat that you continually wear and come back to and the hat that fits the best and gives you the most comfort. It is the hat that you CANNOT not wear. It always seems to fall out of the closet and land on your head, time after time.”
That is your soul’s purpose in the New World.
My purpose in Ascension
My role and contribution is to raise the awareness through my writing. My Akashic Record Reading is helpful, too, but my real ambition is to reach a wider audience through my writing so that I can assist more people. I want to be published on the issue of Ascension and Akashic Records.
This is how I see the progress of Ascension: The very first runners have passed. However, not many people even noticed them. In a TV broadcast of a marathon, we know who is running first, but in a real life, the very first runners were so far off, hardly anyone noticed. They probably looked like they were straying. Let’s call these first wavers Group A, although they are so spread out they don’t look like a group.
Then Group B is coming. Even though it’s still a small fraction of the whole population, now it’s starting to look like a group, and we are becoming increasingly aware that there is a change going on. I’m in Group B, hopefully leading Group B.
My role is to pick the pieces of road signs Group A has left and make sense of them so that the rest of us can utilize them. I let the rest of Group B runners that we are on the right track and we want to keep going. I write and talk about these road signs and our progress.
My Akashic Record Reading service in Ascension
Sometimes members of Group B comes to me personally for assistance. Remember, although I call it Group B, it’s still a small group spread out pretty thin here and there. Members often wonder what the heck is going on around them and to themselves – why are they running, while most others they know seem to be sitting where they are?
This is my Akashic Record Reading service. While I still do plenty of past life readings, more and more readings these days are about Ascension soul shift. Clients need to know what happened to them and need help for complete transition.
Who are in Group C? It’s the broader population that are waking up. The line between Group B and C is fuzzy and fluid. When I have the honor to assist a person with my Akashic Record Reading, I consider Group B to be those who have had the Ascension soul shift and Group C to be those who are heading toward it.
Group C are those who are interested in personal and spiritual development, starting to run the marathon, but not quite up to the speed yet. The leading part of Group C can see Group B and wonder how they can speed up like them. Then they notice they may be carrying invisible baggage – like from their past lives. So they seek out my service of Akashic Record Reading to clear the baggage and jump start.
We all win when we join the Ascension movement
Now although I’m using the analogy of marathon runners for visual image, please note this is NOT a race. The objective is not about being the first, or to be in the first group. The objective is to run, to join the movement of Ascension, in your own way. Further, we all win when we reach a critical mass and usher in the New World.
There are a lot of people who haven’t started running yet. We want to inspire them to join. Because it’s actually so much fun to run. And the more people join the running, the better – we increase our momentum as lightworkers.
What are darkworkers doing? Some are discouraging people from joining the marathon. Some are hanging around thinking they can jump onto someone’s back. I don’t know what happens to them. That is outside my area.
Why it’s critical to raise the awareness
Most of us didn’t recognize the Group A runners as runners when they were passing. Because we didn’t have the awareness of the marathon going on. This is why I keep writing about Ascension. To raise the awareness. Experiencing something without awareness is like not experiencing.
Raising the awareness is about increasing Light. When Light increases, we notice the old non-working part of the existing system, both in the outwardly environment and in our own thinking and beliefs. So raising the awareness involves washing away this old part, such as the limiting beliefs and related fear. Just like real rain, this “let it rain and wash it away” process can be inconvenient and painful at the time. But just like the rain, it is actually refreshing and nurturing. It is an aspect of Love.
What comes so natural to you?
Writing is so natural to me. It doesn’t matter English is my second language. (Yeah, I keep making singular / plural errors, please correct them. I can’t let my fear of grammatical errors stop me. I need to go ahead and say what I have to say before I miss my meal again.) I’m writing when I have a bit of spare time. And then I look at the clock and wonder how several hours have passed. I never run out of material – I just can’t keep up with all the ideas that need to be written. They just well up in me.
Some say I am channeling when I write. I don’t know. This is how I always wrote. How do I know the difference between my own idea and the channeled idea? All I know is there are more and more to write.
As Karen Bishop says, we make out best and biggest contribution when we do this one thing that is so natural to us. I know this is true, and I also know this would feel paradoxical in this effort and action oriented world. Less effort. No pushing hard. Just be yourself – doing feels hardly doing because it’s so natural. It’s a natural extension of your being.
You have something that is natural to you. What is it? Are you letting yourself do it?
My vision
And here is my personal vision – when I complete this mission to raise awareness, to increase the vibration of many individuals and therefore contribute to the increasing vibration of Earth, I will be leaving for a new Universe, my new frontier, as the bird of Light.
Spiritual Self Protection And Clearing
February 26, 2009 by akemi · 20 Comments

It’s a sad fact that there are negative energies and darkworkers. How can we, lightworkers, take care of ourselves? I’ve thought a lot about this for myself and for my Akashic Record Reading clients.
In this article, I will show you one way to disallow negative forces to come in contact with you. I also want to explain how it fits in relation to my professional Akashic Record Reading and clearing work. Further, the article contains some Dos and Don’ts in energetic self protection. (Photo by Jijis)
Akashic Record Reading and clearing
First, let me use an analogy to explain what I do in my Akashic Record Reading service. I’m like a professional housekeeping / maintenance crew. You sense there is something about your place – on the surface, it looks fine, but it’s making you uncomfortable. You trip often. You cough. You don’t sleep well. Or maybe it’s beyond that – you actually find problems, say a plumbing issue, so you get it fixed, but somehow it’s not quite right. Finally, you decide to get the big professional help.
So I come in and do a thorough check. I find some mess made in this lifetime – some are made by yourself, some were made when your friends came over. I go up in the attic and find a few more problems, like a huge area of mold, from several lifetimes ago. I go down the basement and find a termite hub that is weakening the foundation. Nasty stuffs.
I explain what is going on and how each problem is affecting you. The subfloor is sinking here and that is why you trip. The mold in the attic is causing you cough. Your Reiki healer did fix that plumbing issue, the energetic leak, but the way she did was just to put a patch, so it’s a good idea to repair it properly. And let’s put some protective sealing on the foundation to prevent further damages. . .
Something like that. I check over 70 points in each client’s Akashic Records so I won’t go into too much details, but hopefully this analogy gives some idea what it’s like.
For some energetic issues, I just clear them as I go. For others, I do the initial clearing and then assign clearing homework to my clients to complete it. This is determined by the kind of energetic issue.
So after the reading and clearing, you place is clean. Now it’s up to you what you want to do with it. That is your life. (A small disclaimer here: This doesn’t mean ALL the energetic issues get cleared and the soul is back to its original pristine condition with this Akashic Record Reading, or the first comprehensive profile reading. The first reading takes care of the major issues, which is usually plenty to jump start your life. And if I add any more clearing to the first session, I could be sending my client to healing crisis. Having said this, I do offer follow up reading for those who find it helpful.)
How can lightworkers deal with energetic attacks?
Just like the housekeeping, getting the big professional help is great, but that doesn’t mean the house will stay clean that way. As I said in the beginning, there are negative energies, and you may get their attacks. The sealing works, but I find it works only so much when it’s just left there – we want to activate it.
But then, is it a good idea to just shut down the house to stay clean? I don’t think so. We are here to live, not to stay clean.
It’s also a poor idea to attack back the negative energy. This only feeds darkworkers, which is what they are really after.
What we lightworkers want to do is:
- To be aware of the potential energetic attacks so that we recognize it when it comes.
- To have some tools for spiritual self protection and clearing.
Two kinds of energetic attacks
The energetic attacks can be categorized by where it is coming from, or who is directing the attacks:
- Energetic attacks from incarnated souls (people)
- Energetic attacks from discarnate beings
For #1, the attacker may be someone you know or don’t. Example of the latter includes readers who get upset at what I have to say on this blog to the point they send me bindings or anger spears. Examples of the first include both people you currently have contact with (your family, friends, people at work, etc.) and people you knew before.
And while most attacks come from darkworkers, occasionally lightworkers do attack, too. Aah, tell me about being a human. For this reason, it’s possible you attack yourself.
#2 kind of attacks are a bit hard to explain. There are beings that are not in physical bodies but nonetheless exist. Sometimes they are behind #1 kind of attacks, sometimes they do their own attacks without involving incarnated souls. When it’s the latter kind, it’s pretty hard to detect what is going on.
Recognizing the energetic attacks
Energetic interferences from incarnate souls often come as some forms of psychological manipulation. Pay attention how you feel when you are with that person. Do you feel light, warm, free? Or do you feel bound, dump, heavy?
And keep paying attention how you feel as you go through your day. Eventually this becomes your way of life so you notice when you are anything less than your natural state of being in Divine Love and Light.
And when you do notice you may be getting the influence of dark energies, stop. Now remember it’s no good to talk back or attack back to the offender? This is your time to take care of yourself. Do something nurturing.
The bubbles of spiritual self protection
This is about activating the sealing, or the spheres of protection around us. We have spheres, the concentric bubbles around us that disallow negative energies to come in contact with us. When you have to deal with someone who may be attacking you energetically, visualize these bubbles around you, and keep that person outside. If they try to make their way in, gently hold them where they are, outside the bubbles.
This is so not only when you are near them physically but also when you have mental interaction with them.
For those of you who are not familiar with the spheres of protection, do this visualization:
- Visualize white light coming down from heaven, and it forms a bubble around you.
- Visualize more white light coming down, and it forms the second bubble outside the first one.
- Do this six time, forming six bubbles around you.
- These are gentle shiny bubbles. Love can pass both ways, no problem. Only the negative energy is distracted.
You can do this at the beginning of meditation, too.
Spiritual self clearing
I’ve been working on developing an effective self clearing procedure. I will probably start offering it as a pilot to some of my clients soon. This is especially important to those who have had Ascension soul shift. With the Ascension soul shift, you get a brand new soul with no past life. So it’s critical to care for this soul and keep it in good condition for further spiritual growth.
The point is utilizing your intention in alignment with Divine Love, Light, and Truth, so if you are familiar with prayer request or affirmation, that would work, too. Additionally, Karen Bishop has a lot of suggestions in her great book The Ascension Primer. (She does not use the term soul shift nor spiritual self clearing, but the concepts are the same, or at least they appear to be so to me.)
By the way, did I mention this issue of spiritual self protection and clearing is very close to my own heart? Tell me, if a negative being wants to attack someone, which one do you think would choose:
- Someone who are stuck in the middle of light and darkness, or what Hunter Nuttall calls neutralworker
- Someone who works in the Hall of Akashic Records day in and day out, releasing light from darkness
Duh, of course #2. I know. I am targeted. And I still do it.
The development and self-testing of this spiritual self clearing procedure is taking up so much of my time that I am seriously behind my schedule of doing the readings. I’m so sorry for those in the waiting list. But I believe this work will be in the highest good of all, in the long run. So please bear with me.
Do you have any questions about spiritual self protection and clearing? Let me know in the comments!







