After writing about darkworkers, I feel obliged to write about the issue of dualism. Because darkness doesn’t really exist and understanding this is the key to freedom. (Photo credit)

Fighting against darkness is futile

I understand the idea of light vs dark, or God vs Saturn, is thousands of years old in the Christian tradition. Many other religions and cultures have similar concept of dualism.

It is so ingrained in our collective thinking that few people stop and think what darkness really is.

Can you show me darkness? I mean, a substance that causes darkness?

You cannot. Dark is simply the absence of light. You can show me light, but darkness is always a matter of comparison.

So, then, what does it mean to fight against darkness?

It’s a fight against the shadows on the wall. It may look huge and scary, but it’s only a shadow. And naturally, no one — no superman, no super psychic, not even “the one” — can win in this battle. Of course not. It’s just a shadow, an illusion.

Perhaps I am confusing some people. Didn’t I just write about darkworkers? But if you go back and check that article, you notice that my definition of a darkworker, or negative soul, is the soul that is moving away from Light and therefore draining energy from other people. Notice there is nothing about darkness in the definition. And yes, at this time, such souls exist. But darkness doesn’t.

Darkness is something we make up in our mind. It is us who is giving life to the illusion of darkness, just like small kids give life to the shadow on the wall.

It’s time we notice this and wake up.

How to get out of the dualism

It’s actually quite simple. Live in the here and now. Accept everything in the here and now completely with no comparison.

When do you feel the push and pull battle of light and dark, or good and evil? Let’s say you have an important exam tomorrow. You feel you should study tonight — that’s the good, considerate thing to do, right? On the other hand, you are tempted to go to a bar and just goof off. Ah, your lazy, evil twin who gets you in trouble! And what if you start thinking how you can cheat? Now that’s really bad, right?

Do you see it’s your mind playing this game? Your mind (or your ego) can go to a great length in this game. Drawing from your past experiences, your mind casts a grim image of you failing the exam if you don’t prepare for it. It also casts an image of success, which is just as hollow — it’s just expectation, not reality.

The reality is — you are. Period.

Our souls don’t care if something is good or bad. We came to this world to experience. If we don’t like certain experience, that’s just that. Next. If we like certain experience, that’s just that, too. Next. No judgment. They just are.

Seeing life this way may take a bit of getting used to until you get the hang of it. But really, getting out of the dualism is fast and easy. You just see things as they are with no mental chatter.

Reviewing dualities in your life

I encourage you to review what you have thought to be duality. Are they real? Or is one side of duality really non-existent, like darkness?

I think the only true dualities are the technical polarities, like positive and negative charge of electricity or cars moving either direction of the road. In such cases, there is no value judgement. Driving up north or down south are neither better nor worse by itself. While the word “negative” may sound bad, negative charge of electricity is just that — it’s not good or bad. Sometimes, negative is a good thing. When your doctor runs a blood test to see if you are infected with a disease, a negative result is a good news.

Just one more thought on duality

When you examine your idea of duality, you may also notice that some so-called dualities are not opposite but more like pairs.

Men and women are good example of this case. They have different sexual organs, supported by different sexual hormones and genes. In the formation of a new life, they play different roles. However, they are both humans and share a lot of qualities as humans. Men and women are not opposite to each other that forms duality. If they are, when a female manager replaces a male manager, it should cause 180 degree change effects to the organization, for instance. Like putting a battery backwards.

We deal with this kind of fake dualities all the time. Just because two groups of people or two ideas are very different doesn’t mean they are opposite and polarized. Some examples are body and mind, thinking and feeling, rich and poor and meat eaters and vegetarians.

Obviously, there is no reason at all to fight over this kind of non-polarized fake dualities.

What kind of duality controls you? Let me know in the comment

We are not there yet.

It’s true all souls came from the same one Source, as I described in this article about Light. At some point, however, some souls used their free will to go against (or away from) the Source.

I received some interesting comments to my recent article about Lightworkers and would like to clarify some points further. (Photo Credit)

The degree of light and darkness

So all souls are either evolving toward Light or de-evolving. I call all evolving souls Lightworkers.

Now when you think of a vehicle on the road, the direction it’s moving is critical, but its speed also matters. A Lightworker soul may be moving fast toward Light or they may be so troubled that they are hardly moving. Or anywhere in between.

Likewise, I consider all de-evolving souls to be darkworkers, but there can be a terminology issue here. There are souls that are moving away from the Source big time and there are souls that are slowly going backwards. Some people may choose to call the first kind “darkworker” and not the latter. As long as we are clear about the definition, both views are valid. (I’m a linguist by training — definition is the foundation of any argument.)

So in my definition, darkworker or negative souls don’t always mean someone like Hitler. My spirit guides tell me about 13% of the population is currently going against the natural energy flow, so they are everywhere. Some lightworker souls are more prone to their attention and attack, but I don’t think anyone is free from them.

Which means it’s important to discern energy hackers in our lives.  (And toward the end of this article, you will learn why the tough love approach of detachment helps not only you but the darkworkers themselves.)

The best way to tell a darkworker

The best and only true way to tell if someone is a darkworker or not is to pay attention to your energy flow. Darkworkers don’t receive vital life energy from the Source like Lightworkers do, and so they take the energy from the people around them. (By “around”, I don’t necessarily mean physical proximity. Space doesn’t matter energetically.)

So you would feel drained after talking with them. Again, the degree of drainage depends — some steal big time and some more subtly.

Well, I know this description is vague. You want a clear way to tell a darkworker so you can be sure what you are doing with them, right?

I’ve thought about this a long time, and I really cannot give you a “checklist” you can use to identify a darkworker. You know, the kind of checklist or test that you answer with yes or no, add up the scores, and boom, you know the definitive result!

No, this matter of light / darkworker doesn’t go that way. Because some signs are very subtle and confusing. A troubled lightworker may appear like a darkworker. (Having said this, I can share a few signs to help you . . . in just a moment.)

How the Akashic Records can help

If you are serious about finding the true soul-level identity of someone, please order a Snapshot Reading. Snapshot Reading is the abbreviated reading of my comprehensive Akashic Record Reading that is focused on finding out the soul characteristics of someone, not about clearing the energetic issues for them.

If that someone is going to be a critical part of your life, like if you are considering to marry him or her or going into business with them, I think this is a wise investment.

And please note this is a follow up reading for those who have had the Akashic Record Reading for themselves. I don’t see why anyone would want to dig up someone else’s soul truth before understanding themselves. (Well, negative souls would want to do that . . . but then, I don’t want to help negative souls take advantage of others.)

Signs of a darkworker

If you are the DIY soul, the first and most important thing to do is to pay attention to your energy flow. Don’t be shy to admit you feel drained after spending time with someone.

And then, here are some “signs” that raises a flag. Please keep in mind (I know I’m repeating myself here, but this is important) this is NOT a checklist. A person may exhibit all these signs and may still be a lightworker. I’m sharing these signs to help you be more sensitive to your energy flow, not to make you judgmental to others.

1. He or she present themselves as smaller or bigger than life.
Darkworkers know they cannot present themselves simply as they are. So they present themselves as someone who is (unfairly) victimized and who need help. Or they may present themselves as a great wonderful person to be idolized. (Remember Hitler was an idol for a while?)  Most darkworkers I know seem to think they are the most miserable unlucky person they know OR the most wonderful dedicated soul they know.

In both cases, they explain themselves very well. Whereas lightworkers live their life, darkworkers explain and negotiate their life.

Again, just because someone is in trouble or because someone is very negative in their speech or behavior patterns doesn’t mean they are negative souls. Or just because someone is famous or working on a big project doesn’t mean they are negative souls. So here is another sign, or indication, to guide you . . .

2. He or she is constantly in the waves of dramas.
They always have a good explanation, but the bottom line is darkworkers are almost always in some kind of drama. Positive souls don’t like staying in drama — they would try to help others in need, but sooner or later there comes a point that they step back because they are so drained energetically. Negative souls, on the other hand, quietly thrive on dramas.

If someone seems to be just so wonderful at first glance, but somehow seems to be in drama all the time, don’t hesitate to listen to your gut feeling. “Wow, he won an award for the project he worked? And now he works for that prestigious company. . . But wait, then why is he always short on money? He said he got unlucky and got a traffic ticket. . . Hmm. Wasn’t he talking about another trouble before — like his GF stole from him or something. . . I felt so bad for him. . . I don’t know. I just don’t like his company so much, but is it selfish of me to think this way?”

On the other hand, it’s very hard to distinguish negative souls who present themselves as troubled, victimized souls from lightworker souls who are troubled and victimized. In a sense, they are indeed similar — they are stuck and hardly moving.

One of the subtle differences is that, with darkworker souls,

3. You feel the help you offer gets sucked up in a void.
Darkworkers souls are weird. I really don’t think I understand them well. When they come to my Akashic Record Reading, I do what I can do. They often have extremely uncomfortable energetic issues like ongoing soul shifting, which I can clear. And I hope the clearing helps them to return to Light. (Just to be clear — Hitler type don’t come to my practice.  They would NOT want their soul truth known even if I pay them.)

Well, the clearing is good, but my challenge comes when they ask how they can improve their lives.

So I point out their drama tendency and suggest they start building their lives with their own power, in a small manageable way. And they say something like, “Oh, I know I give too much of myself to others.” I might try again all over saying what it is to build their life with their own power rather than relying on other people’s power, and they go, “Oh, but that’s so hard. Can you help me?”

I give up. I understand they have a right and free will to stay the way they are. As a lightworker, I must respect free will. My responsibility is to read the Akashic Records and clear the energetic issues.

How to deal with darkworkers

Again, the most important thing is to pay attention to your energy flow, or your gut feeling. It may come as a hesitant pause like, “? That just doesn’t make sense.” or “I don’t know why, but I just don’t like this feeling.”

Let me share another example to illustrate the case. Let’s say you are new to meditation. What would you do? You might read some articles or book and try sitting at home. You might join the local meditation circle or class. You might try listening to guided meditation or meditation music. All these are good approaches and I’m sure you choose the one that is best for your learning style.

A negative soul might sign up a 10 day meditation camp.

I’m not saying intensive meditation or such camps are no good. But do you see how out of sync it is for a beginner to sign up such a course? Sure, it’s impressive (think about the time and money investment!), which relates to the “bigger than life” characteristic of a negative soul. And if they didn’t achieve enlightenment in that camp, then they become the victim in the drama. They may say something like, “That meditation camp was a rip off.”

I don’t know what it’s like to be a negative soul because I’ve never been in their shoes. I guess they have a very lopsided self image that pushes them to do this kind of thing.

I feel for that. And I step back.

Yes, this is how lightworkers deal with darkworkers. Step back.  Detach. Don’t try to change them. God gave everyone free will, including the will to go against the Source. Messing up with free will is by itself a dark act.

By stepping back and not offering your energy to them, you are providing them the chance to return to Light. Darkworkers cannot exist without lightworkers offering their energy, knowingly or unknowingly. So it’s more important to raise our awareness than “dealing with” darkworkers. (Needless to say, in the case of crimes, call 911.)

Do you have questions or comments about darkworkers? Please share in the comments. Thank you.

It’s a good idea to approach Akashic Record Reading and the higher knowledge it offers with sincerity rather than curiosity. You may feel a bit nervous about it. That’s okay. That said, I don’t consider any reading to be “bad”. Let me explain.

Trauma and energetic issues

In the past life part of my Akashic Record Reading, traumatic events such as murders, rapes, and wars do show up occasionally. Human history is filled with horrible events. For example, I’ve worked with a client who, in their past life, was Jewish who was killed in the Nazi camp. I’ve also worked with a client who was a Nazi member. (Just for clarification — the latter soul is a positive soul. This soul made the mistake of joining the group and staying there. It carried hundreds of curses, among other issues.) Or persecution or witch trial. And sometimes it’s less dramatic — say, a life as a poor manual laborer ending in disease, that was probably related to malnutrition.

I don’t discuss these “bad” experiences to scare off my clients, however. I bring them up because they are related to the energetic issues that are affecting my clients to this day. And all the energetic issues can be taken care of.

For the clearing of such energetic issues, it’s essential the client understand how they started and how they are affecting their current life. Their awareness and intention to clear the issue are what make the clearing effective.

Which is worse for you, having the energetic issues and not knowing what is happening really or finding them out and taking care of them?

Physical exam and Akashic Record Reading

It’s like getting the physical exam. Which is better, not to get the physical and stay ignorant of your condition or to get the physical, learn about your health issues, and take care of them? Now with the physical, there are conditions that are supposed to be incurable. (I say “supposed to be” because, even when the conventional medical doctors say so, I doubt if it is true.) So there is still a good reason to be scared. But with the energetic issues, we have solutions.

But, you may say, isn’t it better to have a clean Akashic Records? Of course. If you already have energetic issues, however, there is no point ignoring them.

So I don’t consider any “bad” events in the Akashic Records to be bad. They are what happened before. I don’t go into too much details, just enough to promote my clients’ understanding.

Negative souls

This may not what the inquirer had in their mind, but another “bad” news in the Akashic Record Reading is when the client is a negative soul.

By negative soul, I don’t mean bad people, however. It means the soul is not evolving toward the life-giving Source. It’s not a judgment call, it’s technical. A negative soul may be obviously negative or manipulative, or they may look like lightworkers, doing good deeds or even spiritual development.

Negative souls usually come to my practice to get rid of the annoying conditions such as ongoing soul shifting or facade devices that hinder them to see themselves as they are. They may not consciously think this is what they want, but I believe every soul that comes my way has a reason.

By clearing these issues, they have a better chance to come back to Light. I cannot force them to come back to Light because that would be a violation of their free will. But I hope my reading serves as a turning point.

I understand it is quite shocking for these clients to hear that they are moving backwards, away from the Light. I’m sorry, I just don’t have any other way to tell you. I cannot brown nose these clients because that would be bending the truth. If I do such thing, I may lose my privilege to enter the Hall of Akashic Records. Moreover, it won’t serve the client truthfully.

For me as a practitioner, the challenge is explaining the situation and how much clearing we can do. If a soul is not evolving toward Light, I just cannot go into their past lives. That is not the option in the Hall of Akashic Records, and it wouldn’t help the client, either.

Think about a car moving the wrong way on the freeway. The first thing that needs to happen is this car turns around. It’s not a time for a tuneup.

With spirituality, the direction is less obvious, and there are quite many souls moving the wrong way, but still, moving the wrong way is moving the wrong way.

I’ve seen a few cases where a negative soul became positive. Light is always available to everyone. So this is not necessarily a “bad” reading, either.

Do you have any questions about Akashic Records? I’ve done hundreds of readings and would be happy to answer your question. Please write in the comment.

Do you realize the majority of your thoughts and decision-makings are manipulated?  Do you know the world is held down the way it is for the darkworkers’ continued benefits because, if and when you wake up to your natural potential, the world will change so much for the better so fast that no one will be giving their energy to darkworkers? 

There are many ways darkworkers have been controlling this world for many years by influencing the way people think.

I’m starting a five-part series of how we can create the New World based on the five energy flows of Love, Light, Truth, Abundance, and Power, but before that, I want to give you a big picture of the darkworkers’ manipulation system.   (Photo by paulaloe)

If it’s obviously dark and evil, it’s no good as manipulation

First thing we want to be aware of is that there are many hidden manipulation systems beyond what is obviously dark and evil.  In fact, if an idea is obviously dark and evil, you would be careful with it, and so it doesn’t work as manipulation.  No, darkworkers do a much better job than that.

The challenge of unraveling the dark work is that it is so well masked.  So people believe in it wholeheartedly.

The damages these dark works do, however, are scary huge.  We have been wasting our energy and lifetimes because of the manipulated ideas and the fear they cause.  And it’s ongoing because we are not aware we are manipulated.

Presenting false limitations

One way darkworkers control you is to make you believe in certain limitations.  The limitations may be about you personally or about us as a certain group.  For example, you may have been told or led to believe that the highest position you can attain in the corporate world is such and such  — that you can’t become a senior management because you don’t have a higher degree.  And they use statistics that show the majority of senior management have higher degrees.

Now stop and think.  The stats was about the majority of senior management.  Even today, there are those who hold top management positions without advanced degrees.  And even if 100% of today’s senior management had advanced degrees, that is no proof you can’t become a senior manager without the degree.  There is no such law.  The senior management position is NOT limited to MBA holders.

You are tricked by the stats.  You mixed up probability and possibility.  And you give up your dream and try to be content with your current career options.  You spend your life energy keeping up with the Jones while you stay practically in the same place.  No big change to the world system, another good day for darkworker authorities.

This is just one simple example, warn you.  There are tons of “advice” flying around that are designed to keep you where you are, and then there are tons of people who blindly repeat saying what they have been told, reinforcing the collective sense of limitations.

Some more examples of false limitations:
1.    False limitation: You have to be young to become an entrepreneur.  There is a certain age limitation.
Truth: You can start your business any time.  (And many do.)

2.    False limitation: You have to be old to earn people’s trust.  There is a certain age limitation.
Truth: You can earn trust by being you.  (By the way, if you buy into both #1 and #2, there is no time in life you can become an entrepreneur.)

3.    False limitation: You must have experience to be good at something.  The learning process is limited to certain pattern and timeframe.
Truth: You may be a genius and a fast learner.

4.    False limitation: You need many people’s support to make a difference.  Your own power is limited.
Truth: You can start and gain momentum as you go.  Most support only comes after you start.

5.    False limitation: You must be (smart, good-looking, rich, from a good family, etc. — in short, to be perfect) to succeed.   Again, your own power is limited.
Truth: You succeed by doing it.

What other limitations do you currently believe in that hold you down where you are?

Presenting false priorities

This is about setting up a goal that is not really the best case scenario but only secondary, thus wasting a lot of energy in the meantime.  The false priority goal is indeed a good goal, perhaps worth pursuing in the general sense, but still it is a waste of energy to pursue when you can aim to achieve the truly important goal.

For example, there has been a big discussion about general health insurance in the US.  People spend tons of time and energy talking about how wrong it is that there are so many people without health insurance.  And how we can possibly make the general health insurance plan possible.

Now I actually support general health insurance plan.  However, health insurance plan is not as important as increasing the level of everyone’s health.  When we are all basically healthy, we may be able to make most health care (especially preventative care) free, like public education is free.

But that part of discussion is ignored because:
1.    We believe raising everyone’s health is more difficult – maybe impossible.  (which bring us back to the first point of false sense of limitation.)
2.    If we actually work on increasing people’s health, big chunk of industries will be at risk.  Like junk foods makers and restaurants.  Over-the-counter medicine makers.  And even healthcare industry itself.

Again, this is just an example.  We are led to put our energies on secondary priorities, leaving the most important issues intact.

• Is learning history, such as about holocaust, important?  Sure.  But not as important as ending the current war.
• Is national defence important?  Yes, at this time.  But not as important as bringing world peace, and ultimately, making a borderless world.

It works on the personal life level as well.  For instance:

• Is getting a good performance review important?  Not really, especially if your goal is to start your own business.  Your priority in this case is to learn about your new business, to lay out the business basics, and to learn marketing.

Can you think of other instances of false priorities?

Presenting false goals

This is when they promote goals that are not really natural and that most people fail to achieve, therefore making you feel like a failure.  The trick of false goals is to make the goal feel achievable, and make people believe others have achieved it.  A variation of this is to use goals only a few people can achieve.

An example of false goals is the idea of finding a soulmate, or the one ultimate life partner with whom you are guaranteed to have supreme happiness ever after.  Now I am not against the idea of monogamous love relationship – as long as it is the natural result of two individuals’ independent choices.  It’s a result, not a goal that you have to look for everywhere, strive to achieve all your life, while ignoring or suspending your true feelings.

But movies and other mass media make it feel that is the ultimate happiness you need to spend your time and energy on.  Married people also try to believe they made the right choice and play it out, rather than honestly saying, “I love this person.  I’d like to be with him or her although I don’t really know what tomorrow brings.”

False goals often come with lots of hypes and is presented in the form of “If and when you become (fill in the blank), you’d be happy.”  And while you work so hard toward the goal, putting the majority of your energy on it, ignoring the happiness right there for you, most of the social system is left intact.

How you have been made to run like a race horse

Basically, darkworkers treat you like a race horse.  First, they put the blind of false limitations on you so you can only see what is in front of you, making you think you have no other options but to run on the track.  Then they show you false priority or false goal to make you believe you have to run hard toward them –  the goals they set and don’t really affect them.  They also give you the whip of fear – both subtle and not-so-subtle ones.

You run hard, without knowing there are green meadows just beside you off the racing track.  Not only that, you are actually a person, and you can create this green meadow when you redirect your energy from running on the track to creating the meadow.  The truth is you don’t have such limitations that keep you on the race track.  You don’t need to work on the project someone else said it’s important.  You can make your own goals while you enjoy being you.

The challenge of raising your awareness

When you first start noticing the control mechanisms of darkworkers that you have been taking, you may feel confused.  So many ideas you have believed so long . . . maybe untrue and counterproductive to you?  All the time and energy you have spent on those “goals” are . . . wasted?

The confusion may show up as anger, either at the darkworkers or at yourself.  Or at me – hey, what’s this little girl talking about?  Let’s just sniff off this doubt that is growing . . . let’s just get back to how we have always been living and thinking. . .  if we ignore it, we can stay the way we were. . .

Exactly.  If you are so happy with your life, you don’t need to change.  If, on the other hand, you want better life for yourself, for your loved ones, and for the world, read on.

It’s critical not to blame the darkworkers, either.  After all, we gave them our energy and power.  They tricked us, but we are responsible for our own awareness.  What we need to do now is to raise our awareness and quit buying into their BS.  Blaming darkworkers does no good.  In fact, that is still a way of giving energy to them.  Don’t try to “fix” them.  Just raise your awareness.  Start living with your new awareness that you can think for yourself and set up your own path and goals.  Know that you have plenty of power to create your own life.

Do you know other ways darkworkers manipulate us?  Or do you think this world has been working just fine?

We have discussed life purpose on Yes to Me, but the “soul purpose” discussed in this book REMEMBERING YOUR SOUL PURPOSE: A Part of Ascension – SECOND EDITION is a bit different.  Karen Bishop, perhaps the best known authority on Ascension, helps us excavate our special role in Ascension, the Shift of the Ages we are going through.  She maintains we are born on Earth at this time to make a unique contribution to this transition.

Earth is ascending and so are us as individuals

Ascension is a process. More and more people are coming to my Akashic Record Reading service because they read about the Ascension soul shift and recognize they are experiencing the same changes.  As I wrote in that article, the soul shifts are happening partly because each of us have done our spiritual development and reached a certain point of spiritual growth, and partly because of the planetary shift that is affecting all of us.

(Just to be clear – Karen Bishop does not write about soul shifts.  What I have to say about Ascension soul shift is entirely based on my personal experience and my observation at my practice.  She does writes about significant changes a person goes through in Ascension in her another book The Ascension Primer, which I think are symptoms of Ascension soul shifts, but she does not use this term.  And I strongly recommend this book along with REMEMBERING YOUR SOUL PURPOSE: A Part of Ascension.)

Ascension may also be a big fundamental change waiting for us. Perhaps when the individual changes reach the critical mass, something wonderful happens to Earth and to us.  Maybe that is expected to happen in 2012.  I don’t know for sure, but I’m hopeful.

What is your unique contribution to Ascension?

After we complete our learning of our own life lessons, life becomes about being.  Your purpose is to be the authentic YOU and to express your natural spiritual gifts you have.  This is immediately the best service you can ever make to humanity.

Karen Bishop’s book helps you narrow down exactly what this gift is and how it helps Ascension.

The book contains a lot of writing assignments and I did them all.  I didn’t like her application of numerology (I mean, when I can read the Akashic Records into details, why would I need to categorize stuffs into 9 groups?), but I like everything else.

Your geographical home on Earth

One of the assignment I found interesting is about the geographical area we are drawn to. As I often write on this blog, I packed up and moved myself from Nashville, Tennessee to Portland, Oregon one and a half years ago after hearing the message in my meditation.  At that time, I had never visited the Northwest.  And the message was clear – it’s not Seattle, it’s not San Francisco, it’s Portland, Oregon.  And while I love living here, I didn’t know why I had to come here.

Karen Bishop says each geographic area has its unique energy, much like each person has unique energy.  And we are drawn to the area that resonates with our own energy.  This accelerates our own spiritual evolution.

The mild, moist, and rather cool climate here is so nurturing to me.  I just couldn’t handle the heat in Tennessee.  And the cedar trees, so abundant in this area, remind me of integrity and solid growth with their straight vertical growth pointing to the sky.  I love the hills around here that provide perspective, but not with too sharp harsh angles.

Does where you live resonate with who you are?

The New World after Ascension

I love the part where she talks about “Your One Hat”.  She says that, in the New World after Ascension, each one of us will be wearing one hat, doing the one thing that we love to do and do so well naturally.  There will be no obligation to do what is not ours to do – that will be done by someone who loves to do it.  She writes:

“But for this particular time of creating the New World, you came with one gift and talent that was bigger and brighter than the others.  Although you are capable of many things, this time that is now arriving will support you in contributing one very special thing, or in other words, wearing one very special hat.  It is the hat that is left when you find yourself tired of wearing so many.  It is the hat that you continually wear and come back to and the hat that fits the best and gives you the most comfort.   It is the hat that you CANNOT not wear.  It always seems to fall out of the closet and land on your head, time after time.”

That is your soul’s purpose in the New World.

My purpose in Ascension

My role and contribution is to raise the awareness through my writing.  My Akashic Record Reading is helpful, too, but my real ambition is to reach a wider audience through my writing so that I can assist more people.  I want to be published on the issue of Ascension and Akashic Records.

This is how I see the progress of Ascension:  The very first runners have passed.  However, not many people even noticed them.  In a TV broadcast of a marathon, we know who is running first, but in a real life, the very first runners were so far off, hardly anyone noticed.  They probably looked like they were straying.  Let’s call these first wavers Group A, although they are so spread out they don’t look like a group.

Then Group B is coming.  Even though it’s still a small fraction of the whole population, now it’s starting to look like a group, and we are becoming increasingly aware that there is a change going on.  I’m in Group B, hopefully leading Group B.

My role is to pick the pieces of road signs Group A has left and make sense of them so that the rest of us can utilize them.  I let the rest of Group B runners that we are on the right track and we want to keep going.  I write and talk about these road signs and our progress.

My Akashic Record Reading service in Ascension

Sometimes members of Group B comes to me personally for assistance.  Remember, although I call it Group B, it’s still a small group spread out pretty thin here and there.  Members often wonder what the heck is going on around them and to themselves – why are they running, while most others they know seem to be sitting where they are?

This is my Akashic Record Reading service.  While I still do plenty of past life readings, more and more readings these days are about Ascension soul shift.  Clients need to know what happened to them and need help for complete transition.

Who are in Group C?  It’s the broader population that are waking up.  The line between Group B and C is fuzzy and fluid.  When I have the honor to assist a person with my Akashic Record Reading, I consider Group B to be those who have had the Ascension soul shift and Group C to be those who are heading toward it.

Group C are those who are interested in personal and spiritual development, starting to run the marathon, but not quite up to the speed yet.  The leading part of Group C can see Group B and wonder how they can speed up like them.  Then they notice they may be carrying invisible baggage – like from their past lives.  So they seek out my service of Akashic Record Reading to clear the baggage and jump start.

We all win when we join the Ascension movement

Now although I’m using the analogy of marathon runners for visual image, please note this is NOT a race.  The objective is not about being the first, or to be in the first group.  The objective is to run, to join the movement of Ascension, in your own way.  Further, we all win when we reach a critical mass and usher in the New World.

There are a lot of people who haven’t started running yet.  We want to inspire them to join.  Because it’s actually so much fun to run.  And the more people join the running, the better – we increase our momentum as lightworkers.

What are darkworkers doing?  Some are discouraging people from joining the marathon.  Some are hanging around thinking they can jump onto someone’s back.  I don’t know what happens to them.  That is outside my area.

Why it’s critical to raise the awareness

Most of us didn’t recognize the Group A runners as runners when they were passing.  Because we didn’t have the awareness of the marathon going on.  This is why I keep writing about Ascension.  To raise the awareness.  Experiencing something without awareness is like not experiencing.

Raising the awareness is about increasing Light.  When Light increases, we notice the old non-working part of the existing system, both in the outwardly environment and in our own thinking and beliefs. So raising the awareness involves washing away this old part, such as the limiting beliefs and related fear.  Just like real rain, this “let it rain and wash it away” process can be inconvenient and painful at the time.  But just like the rain, it is actually refreshing and nurturing.  It is an aspect of Love.

What comes so natural to you?

Writing is so natural to me.  It doesn’t matter English is my second language.  (Yeah, I keep making singular / plural errors, please correct them.  I can’t let my fear of grammatical errors stop me.  I need to go ahead and say what I have to say before I miss my meal again.)  I’m writing when I have a bit of spare time.  And then I look at the clock and wonder how several hours have passed.  I never run out of material – I just can’t keep up with all the ideas that need to be written.  They just well up in me.

Some say I am channeling when I write.  I don’t know.  This is how I always wrote.  How do I know the difference between my own idea and the channeled idea?  All I know is there are more and more to write.

As Karen Bishop says, we make out best and biggest contribution when we do this one thing that is so natural to us.  I know this is true, and I also know this would feel paradoxical in this effort and action oriented world.  Less effort.  No pushing hard.  Just be yourself – doing feels hardly doing because it’s so natural.  It’s a natural extension of your being.

You have something that is natural to you.  What is it?  Are you letting yourself do it?

My vision

And here is my personal vision – when I complete this mission to raise awareness, to increase the vibration of many individuals and therefore contribute to the increasing vibration of Earth, I will be leaving for a new Universe, my new frontier, as the bird of Light.