Online Gratitude Journal July 2009 Edition #31

Welcome to my monthly review with gratitude. I’m preparing this post in a cafe to avoid the heat of 103 degrees F (39.5 degrees C). Because the climate of this area (Oregon, USA) is usually very mild, few rental properties have air conditioners. I have a portable air in my office room — lucky me! Still, it gets boring to be stuck in one room all day, so now I’m in a very cold cafe with my macbook. By the time this post goes out, it’s supposed to cool down. . . (Photo by Mr. Greenjeans)

When I was a little kid, there were no air conditioners at my home nor at school. Modern appliances have their place in life. I’m so grateful.

July in Review

I enjoyed writing my Declaration of Independence spontaneously on the morning of 4th. Most of my posts are long well-planned ones, so it was a fun change of the pace. I was thrilled to receive a few comments with their own Declarations. (Thank you!) Perhaps I’ll do this again next year as a meme.

My post about vegetarianism got quite a few intriguing comments. (Thank you again!) Eating is an every-day everyone’s business, so the post was easier to relate to for many people, I guess. Maybe I want to write more of these posts. I actually love talking about foods

I’m not very sure how my starseeds series are received . . . it’s a brand-new concept for many. . .

Fun

I made a day trip to Eugene last weekend. Eugene is about 100 miles south of Portland. It’s a small college town at the south end of Willamette Valley.

The background: Well, the housing arrangement is one of the major things I’ve been working on in my personal life. I want to live in a townhouse because that would be more quiet than apartments. But, in this area in and around Portland, there seem to be very few two bedroom townhouses in a good area, away from the railroads and freeways. (It was so easy to find one back in Ohio . . .)

So I thought I might look into other cities around. I work from home, so I can be anywhere as long as I have phone and internet connection.

First I went to the natural foods grocery store, Sundance and Market of Choice. They were great. Sundance is just a small store but they carried some interesting items that I never saw at Whole Foods. (I LOVED the raw blueberry cheesecake!)

I always check the grocery stores and markets when I visit a new town. It’s the fastest way to get the feel of the place and the people. I see that, even though Eugene is a small town, it’s big on natural organic foods and personal care. I like that ^_^ Also people were very friendly. The guys at Sundance took time telling me about the town.

Challenges

The housing situation in Eugene, however, didn’t look any better than Portland area. Plus I think I might miss the city attractions. . . I don’t go to downtown Portland so often, but I do enjoy it occasionally. So my housing arrangement issue remains to be in the air. . .

I received some encouragements about this through Twitter and Facebook. I’m grateful for my friends’ support.

Where in the blogosphere Akemi has bee

I found Location Independent — Live & Work Anywhere You Choose. Oh, that is me, right? Lea and Jonathan Woodward have been blogging since February 2007 and now have many contributing writers, so their archive is huge.

As I read their articles, I see that their style of location independent life is a bit different from mine. They are more nomadic while I’m a migrant. I don’t travel much, but I relocate to new areas to live. I was born in Japan, lived in Sydney, Australia (1 year), Columbus, Ohio (10 years), Nashville, Tennessee (3 years), and Portland, Oregon (almost 2 years now). The last three are all in the US, but there is a Dixon-Mason Line between Ohio and Tennessee, and across the Rockies is quite another world, too.

I guess many of you dream of location independent lifestyle — whether it’s the ongoing world traveler style or my kind of big scale migration style. So check it out — here is a post in which Lea talks why this is a good time to plan and implement the lifestyle of your dream because of the economy, along with the list of her own aspirations.

A year ago at Yes to Me

Blog years are like dog years. As I look at my archive, I’m amazed to find that it was only a year ago when Hunter Nuttall and I did our first collaboration. Since then, he interviewed me (and not just once but twice!) and I’ve learned so much from his blog, which is so eclectic and always funny.

And it was only a year ago when I interviewed James Chartland of Men with Pens? I remember I was nervous asking for the opportunity to interview the Pen Men because, well, they were the big fat successful bloggers and I was just a beginner. He was, and always has been, very courteous. I guess that is one of the traits of successful people, and I’m so grateful. (Since then, they have grown to a quartet of three men and a lady. . . again, change and growth come at accelerated pace on the internet, I think.)

My gratitude goes to my fellow bloggers who have contributed to this blog, and to my readers.

Word of month

From earthmother’s comment for this post:

“For it is in giving that we receive.” — St. Francis

And also about giving, from Kelly’s comment on this post:

“(You) must be free in order to truly give. if you’re giving from any part of yourself that is NOT free, it is not truly giving. you’re giving from the non-free (limited, egoic) part of yourself, and you’ll generate more suffering at worst (even if it appeaers to be a self-less act) and you will certainly be generating karma of some kind at best.”

Thank you for your readership and comments, as always ^_^ Stay cool.

Starseeds: Angelic Realm

This is the fourth installment of the Starseeds series. Today, we are talking about very special beings that came from the angelic realm, the Mission Realmers.  (Photo credit)  

In my Akashic Record Reading practice, I receive many clients who turn out to be Mission Realmers. Yet, until recently, I didn’t feel I had a good understanding of them. After working with quite a few of them in my Spirit Guides Coaching, which gives me the opportunity to get to know the client over six weeks, I finally got “it”. This gentle, quiet presence IS their characteristic! It wasn’t my lack of understanding — I understood them fine

(And this from someone whose underlay is Mission Realmer. . . You probably don’t get to see my Mission Realmer side unless you get to see how I live day to day. My main identity as Blueprinter is far more pronounced.)

Mission Realmers’ travel to Earth

People with Mission Realmer souls are not the same with angels incarnating in the human forms. And in this article, I’m not going into all the details of the angelic realm.

The thing is that the beings in that dimension were very concerned about the progress of the Earth experiment. As I wrote in the first article of this series, our Earth was originally intended to be a creative place where souls incarnate in physical forms and create in terms of forms. It’s supposed to be a fun creative place! There has been so much negative influences, however.

I don’t know much about how Mission Realmers came to Earth. I heard about wormholes, etc., but I haven’t studied it yet. What I know is their travel was not very well coordinated, and by the time they got here, the very negative forces knew about their coming, and caught them upon their arrival.

This is why many Mission Realmers have etheric implants that were installed by these negative forces. (I wrote about etheric implants in the post about Sirians. It’s one of the most harmful energetic issues. Oh, and while I’m talking about energetic issues — I clear all the energetic problems I uncover. So, even though it’s not wonderful to carry them, you don’t need to worry about them )

Mission Realmers’ ideal

Mission Realmers may not discuss their ideal loudly and they may not appear to be pursuing their ideal, but trust me, they do have high ideal. Think about why they came here in the first place — they didn’t need to come to this physical world yet they took the trouble to help. Mission Realmers wish the best for any beings involved and for Mother Earth.

I know this sounds cliched, but they are here to manifest “heaven on Earth”.

Mission Realmers have been approaching this high ideal in their signature gentle manner. It seems, however, many Mission Realmers are waking up to the need to embrace their inner power more as the Ascension progresses. I believe this is why they are coming to my Spirit Guide Coaching big time. (Other soul groups come to my coaching, too. So far, Mission Realmers, Hadarians, and Alpha Centaurians outnumber other soul groups, followed by Blueprint Technicians, and then I get a pretty even spread of other soul groups. Perhaps this is just the trend so far and other soul groups present themselves more, too — I’ll see.)

Mission Realmers’ gifts

Mission Realmers are quite psychic, whether they admit such notion or not. Under their quiet profile that doesn’t demand attention (notice how rare a quality this is in today’s world), they KNOW what they are doing deep inside. They just need to acknowledge it to move forward in the physical world.

It’s quite interesting to watch Mission Realmers in Spirit Guides Coaching. When they first hear about this program, which main objective is to develop intuition, they go like, “That’s exactly what I need!” Then after a few weeks, we realize they already have strong intuition — they just needed to brush it up. So from then on, the focus turns to applying the intuition in their lives, which is the real challenge for them.

I think many Mission Realmers are natural healers, in the big sense. Their peaceful and insightful presence itself has healing quality.

The gift of intuition / psychic awareness comes with a caution — Mission Realmers may want to be mindful with their social life and their physical health. What comes naturally to most people in these aspects are new to Mission Realmers. Many Mission Realmers live with a somewhat different standards and aspirations from others, which can leave them isolated. Taking care of our physical body also seems like such a lot of labor.

Mission Realmers’ challenges in loving relationships

Victimization. And this is not just about intimate relationship but in all of their relationships, including their upbringing in the original family.

Mission Realmers stay in the abusive relationship for a long time. (Abuse may be physical or more emotional.) It’s as if they don’t know what to do in such situations. In fact, they don’t.

I just pray all Mission Realmers find the appropriate mates and friends. If you sincerely want sensitive, loving partners, go for Mission Realmers. They may not chase you “passionately” (which is kinda self-centered way in dating) so they may feel a little aloof, but they will bask you in their big love.

Mission Realmers’ challenges in career and finance

Again, Mission Realmers are not very assertive. They have different standards, and competing and struggling to climb the corporate ladder is not their thing. They are not showy in their performance, either.

I think Mission Realmers’ biggest challenge is to choose the right path for them to begin with. This is important for everyone, but Mission Realmers tend to be pushed around right and left, so they are more likely to be in the wrong place — a profession their parents or friends chose for them.

I was astonished when I found out that some of my Mission Realmer clients were in military service before. Personally, I don’t like war and I don’t want anyone to go to war, but if I must name one soul group that is most misfit for this, it would be Mission Realmers. Mission Realmers are not built for manual labor. And they are certainly not built to fight and kill. Yet some Mission Realmers have subjected themselves to their family’s expectation, and their non-assertiveness worked as obedience in the military. Aaaaaagh!

Please, Mission Realmers, pleeeze choose your own professional path wisely. There are many things in this world that need to be done that you can do so wonderfully. Think of emotional and spiritual fulfillment more than physical aspects of life. When in doubt, go as far away from military service as possible.

Mission Realmers’ role on Earth

As I wrote earlier, I think Mission Realmers are waking up to their power. So far, Mission Realmers had a tendency to buy into guilt trip and to stay victimized. Further, because the physical body is so “foreign” to them, it has slowed them down and often got them trapped in the physical aspects of life. Initiating change in this dense physical world has been tough.

But time is changing.

I found this video clip — I’m not sure if they are talking exactly about Mission Realmers, but it’s interesting and I like the music.

I think we all have something unique to contribute to Ascension. Personally I find it interesting to watch if Mission Realmer’s role is basically to hold the peaceful energy or if they are to take more active role.

Do you have any questions about starseeds and soul groups? I’m planning a Q&A post on this, so please let me know if you have any questions.

Starseeds: Sirians

This is the third article in the Starseeds series. So far, I’ve written about Alpha Centauri and Hadar. These two soul groups came to Earth by physical means. From here on, we are talking about soul groups that came to Earth by non-physical means, most likely through higher dimensions.

Today is about Sirians. I receive all kinds of starseeds as my clients for Akashic Record Reading, but as I look at my piles of reading notes, the pile of Sirians are definitely smaller than those of Alpha Centaurians and Hadarians. (So if you are a Sirian, let me know what you think about this article — I appreciate your feedback.  And I don’t mean Sirians are rare starseeds.  It’s a matter of relative volume — somehow I get a lot of Alpha Centaurians, Hadarians, and Mission Realmers, perhaps followed by Blueprinters, and then I get all kinds of other starseeds.) Yet I need to talk about Sirians before I talk about other starseed groups because Sirians have had major influence on them.

Sirians are considered to be responsible for inventing etheric implants and therefore all the mess the implants have caused . . .

Sirians and etheric implants

Sirians had highly developed technology. Sirians were also more spiritually advanced than we are — at least some Sirians. So, with their great technical skills, Sirians invented etheric implants. Etheric implants are energetic implants, so you don’t see them. It works like a remote control device.

The initial intention Sirians had when they invented the etheric implants was benevolent. It was to advance the spirituality of less developed portion of the Sirian population. Benevolent, yet somewhat invasive, I think. Worse yet, this great technology didn’t come with any safety precaution.

Eventually, negative forces found out about this great technology, and they started to modify the implants to their advantage. They also made their versions of etheric implants by copying the technology.

Etheric implant’s influence

Etheric implants affect many souls to this day. The recipient of the implant could be anyone, but namely, the following starseed groups have been affected big time:

• Sirians: Practically all Sirians have etheric implants, whether they are the original implants or the modified kinds.
• Hadarians: Many Hadarians received etheric implants while they were enslaved by the negative souls — the implant runs manipulative programs in these Hadarians, controlled by the negative souls.
• Mission Realmers : They, too, received etheric implants from the negative souls when they were coming to Earth. Additionally, I heard some Mission Realmers have Sirian’s etheric implants that work like a surveillance device.
• Pleiadians: Pleiadians have their own interesting history. While most Pleiadians are positive light-seeking souls, quite a few have turned to negative and experimented with the implant technology. So Pleiadians have their own versions of etheric implants.

Etheric implants have also been used in “star wars”, causing catastrophic results. Polarians, as well as Earth souls, are affected by the result of the planetary changes.

Sirians’ ideal

So Sirians know the dark side of advanced technology. While many Sirians are good at technical, analytical thinking, they also have a deep-set hesitation to embrace their potential. They have the fear of success.

As you can imagine, Sirians also have trust issue. It seems many Sirians find it hard to trust others wholeheartedly. They also have hard time trusting themselves.

Sirians’ ideal, then, is to contribute to the improvement of this world with their expertise by overcoming these challenges. I believe many Sirians have sincere desire to improve themselves and this world despite the fact they often sound quite “negative” or doubtful.

Sirians’ gifts

Sirians are very good at analytical thinking and well organized. Many Sirians seem to be natural program manager, organizing dates and logistics of events.

Sirians love improving things. Again, many Sirians are still stuck in themselves at this time, so they may not be making big improvements, but still they can’t help their tendency to tweak things here and there. Oh, Sirians are so light-seeking, in their own way

Sirians’ challenges in loving relationship

I don’t think Sirians talk about loving relationships so often in my phone sessions. And I don’t know any Sirians firsthand in my personal life. So what I have to say here is a bit limited.

I guess Sirians find it hard to be in their heart. They are usually in their head, analyzing things. This can pose a problem in romantic relationship. It seems, however, Sirians have more polished social skills than Alpha Centaurians, who are also very much in their head and tend to be loners.

Additionally, many Sirians seem to have low alignment level with Divine Truth. So they probably have the need to insist they are right. And with their analytical approach, they can make a great case “proving” they are right. It’s not hard to imagine this tendency can strain their social relationships. . .

Sirians’ challenges in career and finance

Interestingly, only one of my Sirian clients are in the science and technology field. And she is a psychologist — a very people kind of science. Other Sirians use their analytical skill in various other field, from accounting to teaching to seemingly non-technical jobs.  (Accounting and finance seem to be fairly popular among Sirians.)

Sirians like making plans and they are good at making detailed plans with dates and action items on them. This is great, with one caution. Sirians tend to be caught up in their own plans. Plans are great tools as long as they work, but we need to adjust the plan as we go and the situations change.

I think many Sirians are stuck in their career because they are still faithfully following the plan they made before.

Their fear of success, the fear to trust themselves and their full potential, also poses big challenge in Sirians’ work life, especially when they aspire to become an entrepreneur. This can be quite confusing to those who are looking at Sirians. They do all the right thing — get the appropriate education and training, network with the right people, and do all kinds of preparation work . . . and when things are just about to happen, they step back. Or find something “more interesting” to do. . .

Sirians’ role on Earth

There are people who maintains Sirians have a special role in Ascension. Patricia Cori, who channels Sirian High Council, wrote many books. I’ve only flipped through Great Shift, The: Co-Creating a New World for 2012 and Beyond, which is a collection of three writings about 2012, and she is one of the contributing writer. She says crop circles are made by Sirians (non-incarnated ones who are watching us in the ether), so I used the image of them for this post. To be clear, I am not endorsing this view (there are hoax crop circles), but they are interesting to look at and I guess Sirians can certainly do something like this with their technology.

My understanding is Sirians can bring great technical advancement. This time, of course, it must come with care and respect for others’ free will.

We can all learn from mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes and learn from them. Sirians’ invention of the etheric implant is a great example of this. (Photo credit)

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